mmmm...yes

The feel of His flogger striking my skin..i seem to instantly feel soft and warm inside as He covers my body with pretty pink stripes..i can't decide if i love it more on my back..or my ass...hmmm..maybe a toss up on that..i love that He takes His time with each swing...enjoying my reaction, perhaps watching as the pink marks surface.

And after warming my skin He turned me over..head off the end of the bed and secured my cuffs at all four points...i have to say here that it always takes my breath away when He ties me down tightly all spread eagle like that..i know i can't move,i am at His mercy..and i slip deeper into that safe "used" space He has prepared for me.
He stood naked over my face..surrounding me with His scent..His thighs touching my cheeks.
Powerful hands smacking skin..kneading flesh..prying open delicate places..coaxing pleasure up through the pain...all for His entertainment and enjoyment..

There were so many sensations..all i could do is ride the waves of intensity..

He poured hot wax on my breasts as He filled my throat with His cock...luscious..softly speaking words of approval..praise.And without missing a beat He added another layer of pain/pleasure by spanking the tender flesh of my pussy with His crop.Only stopping to make me cum for Him over and over....

Happily His

i think about this alot..

How happy belonging to Him has made me..

i believe being His slave..growing into my true slave skin under Masters hand has made me a better person...

Calmer,less stressed.

i sleep better...

i smile more.

Since his first touch i was changed...never to be the same again (nor would i want to be)

Used..

It is difficult to put into words the intensity of His use..i mean how do i describe how it feels when He bites/kisses my breasts..it has to be the sexiest thing ever..yes but it is more than that..it's surrender all over again..being possessed by Him,taken by my Master for His enjoyment.
He takes His time raising the levels of pain and pleasure and with a single touch of His finger the first of many orgasms sends juices trickling down my thighs.

It's swimming in sensation as He dons His vampire gloves and holding me close..runs His hands over my skin..bringing every inch of me to life.

Being blindfolded and cuffed by Him always makes me feel safe and it reinforces that i belong to Him.. and for this moment kneeling at His feet it is just He and i...His time to enjoy His slave/slut in any way He wishes.

And in this last session this included a ballgag..i do enjoy that..not too sure it makes me quieter tho...

The sheer scope of His use never ceases to amaze me...as He expertly layers different sensations..different levels of pain with pure pleasure..for example He used the crop to spank my pussy..used the wand on me..filled me with His hand..ran the prickly wheel over the most sensitive area..dripped hot wax on that same area then used His knife to softly scrape the wax off...throughout all this He continued to make me cum over and over...i absolutely loved every minute...

He unbound me and pulled me on top of Him..filling my soul with a golden glow as He pinched and squeezed my breasts...each orgasm spilling into the next one as pain and pleasure intertwined..simply beautiful.

Finally allowing me to worship His cock as He filled my mouth and fed me His sweet cream...as awesome as all His use is for me..i dearly love it when He cums in my mouth..it makes my soul content and happy.

As i wait...

It's been too many days since i have felt the power in His touch...

He will be here in the morning and once He touches me all will be well in my world...but..right now and right here.. i sit at my computer ..trying to deal with the cravings..the need to serve Him..the base desire to kneel...i dearly love kneeling before Him..and would drop to my knees the moment He opens the door,if that is what He desired......

i dream of His use every night..i wake panting,sweating...on the edge of bliss...

To be blunt ..i am a functioning addict when it come's to Him.

i have never been happier..this is what i have always wanted and needed...to belong to a Powerful,Passionate,Imaginative..Master.

Still..this leaves His slave..wet and wanting...not caring how He uses her..just as long as He does...

The windows to the soul...

Sight..i find it interesting that my sense of sight has such a huge impact on my slave self....for example..

When Master enters my door and i see Him i get weak in the knees and certain places get moist in anticipation ....when He sits in His chair and prepares me for His use my eyes flutter closed as i swoon in His arms..
Then kneeling in my safe place between His knees He places my blindfold on me and buckles it tight..ok at this point i cannot see anything but dancing colors and swirling spaces..pure magic.And most of the time this is what happens.

But sometimes He skips the blindfold..sometimes He takes me as He looks into my eyes...and every time He does this the emotional impact..the connection..simply takes my breath away.

Watching His handsome face as He enjoys all that is His..the twinkle in His eye as my body is wracked by constant orgasm's
His mouth set in a slight smile as His slave's body just keeps giving ..can't stop giving..don't want it to ever stop..

oh yes Master...."Ah but it has been yes for a long time now slut"

Intense...

Ahh but it always is..our sessions flow on waves of intensity.

From the greeting at the door to His very hands on approach preparing me for His use..

This morning He raised the bar a bit more..begining with a little more pain/pleasure on my breasts..i dearly love the way He nibbles and bites them..always sexy and exactly what i need after waiting so many days for His touch..after the biting He put clamps on my nipples..not unusual at all..i look forward to it,i enjoy it.Now here is where the real fun begins..in addition to clamping the nipples He added several more on the fleshy part close to my underarm..OWW!..at first(i didnt know how sensitive that area was..lol) but after a few minutes i could appreciate the effect..very nice,of course it helped that Master has a wonderful touch softly stroking my skin..bringing pleasure up through the pain.
He also knows that i enjoy it when He runs the back edge of His knife along my skin and added that lovely sensation to the other layers of pain/pleasure
He had more in mind for me though..He stood me up and removed the clamps slowly(i think it hurts more taking them off...lol)then went to His sidetable and pulled out some chain..i adore chain!..i always have.So with my arms down at my sides..He wrapped the chain around my ribcage
just under my breasts..than another chain just above them..cinched up tight..and pulled my breasts through so they were sticking out as much as possible.
After just a minute or two i felt the first strike of the crop...first on one side than the next.Now here i have to admit that it isnt the first time Master has spanked my breasts..but it is the first time i couldnt wiggle away and after a few smacks i relaxed..once i relaxed i really liked it. i'm glad it happened the way it did and thrilled that yet another little milestone was acheived.(or so it seemed to me)

After the tit spanking or more accuratly "during" the tit spanking i was pretty deep in space and so things are a bit fuzzy...sometimes it takes a couple of days to recall everything..i do know i was bent over and filled by Him..such beautiful orgasms when He uses me that way.

i will post more in a couple of days..

An E mail to my Master...

Master

As we cum up on our 2 year mark as Master/slave i find myself reflecting on our journey...Who we are and what we do is not a "normal" relationship...but it was never meant to be that..it is more...but it is "us"...we fit each other.i personally love the way we are..(i have never known this intensity with another) ....Anyway..i am looking forward to serving You in the future.

i wanted to say ..some of the milestones that we have achieved..do You remember our first few sessions?..a couple of zip ties and Your belt (not to mention just seeing Your knife)..made for a wonderful foundation in where we are now.
Our second or third time in the motel ..You realized i needed to be "blindfolded" and not having anything else around..You covered my eyes with the edge of the pillowcase..but just a little so as not to scare me (since i was trembling so)...You seemed so concerned and protective of my needs..i felt so safe with You and still do of course.it's as if even from the very beginning "we" were meant to be....i still can't believe my fortune..finding my only Master right away..(sometimes wish i had met You years before...)

If i had a wish ..it would be to serve You more often.

Yes,once a week is wonderful...and i am Yours 24/7 although You are not here with me.....but i find myself craving more and make do with fantasies of You and Your use.
yes almost every night i have You in my dreams.....the last several nights have been quite shockingly erotic...waking me,panting and breaking into a sweat...something i have becum accustomed to.

Belonging to You is my reward..absolutely awesome and amazing...no longer watching bdsm porn videos wishing i was the little slave taking all her Master is giving....
i live my dream everyday and each time You take possesion of me in session my fantasies cum to life.

Whatever our future holds..i am sure it will be fantastic.

As Your slave i realize how far we have cum....there are a couple of areas i wish i could serve You better ...perhaps in this next year i can surrender more..give You more.

Your slave/slut